Just Me
One of the hardest things to do is to let go of a loving pet when their time comes. I just experienced this on Sunday when my beloved Giselle aka Grandma had to be put to sleep. She was 12 years old and had lymph cancer throughout her poor body.
I knew it was inevitable and it had to be done when she couldn’t even stand up anymore and looking into her eyes I knew it was time, I really didn’t want it to be time and i knew i was being selfish and wanted her here forever but i know she was so sad by just looking into those big brown eyes of hers.
It was one of the hardest things i had to do and sitting on the vets floor sobbing like a baby while I said goodby to her I will never forget. I know in time it won’t hurt so much but for now I am a total mess.
She was my little girl, my protector, my kids best friend.
So for now my little girl its goodbye but I know you are now running around and not in pain anymore and that is something for me to think about.
I love you and miss you
Mommy
Today I realized its not how hard you work or what a great job you do none of that matters its how much you kiss ass or suck up that gets you ahead of the game. I was not raised that way and I will never stoop down to their level to get ahead or “special privileges”
Fuck this shit
I shouldn’t be amazed but my god I am. No more going above and beyond for any of the “privileged” ones. I will do my job the best I can but no more.
It really sucks that I have to be like this but I am soooo tired of being walked on.
It might be time for a change!!!!
It really amazes me that you think someone is a friend and when they don’t get their way they instantly stab you in the back without even blinking and tell hurtful lies to others about you. Some people just need to get a life and stop messing with mine cause this chick has had enough and is not gonna take it anymore!!! Just sayin :-)
